i guess in some weird way, you told me what i needed to hear. it explains everything perfectly and for once, i realized the hidden underlying reason why we are what we are. were not meant to be anything more than what we are because there is no more fight left in you. it sucks but maybe someday, you’ll learn to fight back. fight back the pain that SWMNBN caused and maybe, just maybe, allow yourself to hope again. 


it was thursday. we didn’t have class anymore so that mean one thing, no more walking me to wherever. no more walking together in the same direction until you reached your destination and i had to trudge on with mine. i always looked forward to those 5 minutes where you listened to me bitch about how hard school was or how i haven’t slept in a while or where you told me to get some rest since it was good for me. Those 5 minutes where i keep on realizing how smart you are and how dedicated you are in doing well. Those 5 minutes where you also kinda annoyingly make me realize that when i see you down the hall before we both end up “catching up” to each other while walking make my heart beat so fast, i feel like im dying. Those 5 minutes when i think to myself, wow… what a catch this boy is.  

i miss you. its as simple as that. 

I know i wont see you til school starts again and heres hoping that we may end up needing to walk in the same direction again and it wont be by chance. itll be because we both want it and we both plan it. :) 



"I saw you today. From far away, I saw you. When our eyes met, I swear the world just stopped or sped up. I wouldn’t know, all I noticed was you. I knew you weren’t looking your best after all, you had just gotten sick. I cursed myself for not dressing up today, for not putting makeup on. I didn’t know I would see you. That split second felt like forever, and yet oddly enough, it felt so short. I could feel all the blood rushing to my face and a slight ringing in my ears. My heart hurt. My bag didn’t seem so heavy anymore. All I could see was you. And the world was rushing around us. I thought it only happened in movies. But you there, and the sweet song stuck in my head made it feel like a fairytale."


why cant we just say what we feel?  i dont want a “One Day” situation ok? i can wait. but i dont want you to make me wait. 





all the notes. holy crap.

at first the reblog button didn’t work for me, i was like FUCK FUCK FUCK but then it worked.lol.

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This has got to be one of the most touching moments on the O.C. season 1.  


Amy: Ok, four years ago you came to my little town. And you changed my life. I never thought that one person could do that to you, but you did. From the moment that I met you and each moment after that… somehow everything that happend to me, kept comming back to you. I don’t know if the Faries Wheel reminds you of anything? 
Ephram: Are you kiddin’ me? How could I forget our first thaw-fest? It’s where you first told me that your nickname was Grover. 
Amy: I can’t belive you remember that. 
Ephram: I remember everything about us Amy. 
Amy: Me too, See that’s the thing. Everytime I try to forget, The feelings that I have for you, They just they keep comming back, I know they’re back. And I don’t wanna push them down anymore, I don’t wanna run away from this because I never erh, wanna lose you again, I just wanna be with you, Next year, wherever you are. 
Ephram: Amy… 
Amy: And I’m sorry that it took me so long to figure it out, I really am because I-I hate all of the time that we lost and I know it’s my fault and I just really hope that you could forgive me. 
Ephram: Amy… 
Amy: Because I love you Ephram, I love you 
Ephram: [kisses her] It’s my turn yet? 
Amy: nods 
Ephram: Good, Cuz I love you too. 
[With a broken voice
Ephram: I knew it then and I know it now. I know it always, you’re IT Amy. You’re my one. 
Amy: I am? 
Ephram: [Smiles] You always have been 
[They laugh and turns around and looks at the Faries Wheel
Amy: You’re on for a ride? 
Ephram: In a second 
[Turns towards Amy and kisses her, They kiss each other

—- Everwood 

why didnt i watch this show sooner??? :|